farewell ride.

it's finally time.

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i hate saying goodbye so much. who wouldn't?

you just can't feel like you get enough out of that moment when you know it's supposed to cover months in the future.

 you can't avoid feeling sad, and saying goodbye is like saying hello to your sadness.

i'm not looking forward to sitting in my room after my friends have left, thinking about all the good times we had.

 because the good times will be in the past. that's not to say they won't also be in the future, but that's all part of the unknown.

soon right now will only be memories, and that's what's scaring me.

so here's to everyone i love who's leaving me this week.

natalie (gettysburg college), claire (csun), danielle (ubc), brent (mit), paige (csuf), caroline (usc), amanda (usc), jack (ups), kate (gonzaga).

of course there are more, but honestly, this is already too many goodbyes to handle.

to all of you:

(all of the above)

[photo credz].

pools of sorrow, waves of joy.

while i was cleaning out my room today, i was reading through old notebooks.

i found this written in one:

"looks like you've been out fighting for the cause, man."

"i don't have one. that's the problem."

-across the universe

p.s.

this is true love. note the daisy border.

a beginning.

i realized i never put up a proper graduation post.

so i made this:

thank you for a lovely 2 years, lc & friends.
I LOVE YOU.
et je vais bientôt être libre comme un oiseau.

[trop précis]

a dedication.

    love you all.