follow the sun.: send out your ray of sunshine.

i really need to figure out a technique for this whole blogging thing. i just can't decide whether i want my posts to be fun or meaningful. i guess i could do both? maybe i'll just make observations, and sometimes they'll be meaningful.
anyway, i recently wrote a post about college. and it was a typical cheesy one but now i actually think i have more meaningful observations about it.
screw college.
honestly, the ucs seem to just pick random people out of a pile and send them an acceptance letter.
not that the people who got in don't deserve it because i know how hard they've worked and they totally do deserve it. it's just the people that don't get in that make me angry at the ucs. but i guess that's the whole problem...not everyone can get in.
but it just doesn't seem fair to me.
literally one grade can kick someone out of their top college.
ok i'm done with this.
instead, i'm focusing on being positive right now.
honestly, what is the point in being negative? THERE IS NO POINT.
what's the point in judging people before you know them? same answer.
there are so many meaningless things we do that do nothing but bring us down.
the real question is, why do we do it?
for entertainment?
as an attempt at happiness?
who even knows.
but i also realized that the best attitude to have right now is a non-overanalyzing one.
that was not grammatically correct at all, but it made sense to me.

i would also just like to make a formal apology to jacob&alex for not being at our reunion lunch today. i miss you both and i ate jersey mike's at home in honor of you.
and jacob, good luck with tomorrow's struggles.

everyone come to the choir concert tomorrow @ 7pm, lanterman auditorium!

i'm obsessed with red right now. after all, it is the color of strawberry fields. I am SO obsessed, in fact, that it's replacing pink as my favorite color. that's intense, because it hasn't changed since about 5th grade.

also, i'm excited for backwards happening on saturday with WODDY my love. pictures to come.

here's one of the pictures that i promised would come from 2 posts ago. the one about my 2 favorite babies leaving town.